Christmas Eve

The Christmas Music is beautiful yet too painful to listen too.Just breakes me up.
All the presents are wrapped ready to go to Salford and Glasgow.Susan's card and gift have gone, hopefully in time for 1/1/12.Marie's birthday card has gone and Steve's card and gift have gone too. Jackie is on the 8th so I have time to make a card for her in Glasgow.Been feeling a bit wobbly my tummy a bit upset but I am sure it is the upset rather that anything physical.
We had drinks with our young neighbours the other night,it was a plesant interlude.I just feel uneasy with people right now. I fear my tearsand distress with frighten them off and sometimes I simply break down.I did with a client the other night,but I have been working with her for a good few years,so it was OK.She just asked how I was at the end of the session thank fully.
I have been receiving lovely warm comforting emails from family and friends.It is a good things,even it it does bring a few tears.
We opened our presents from John's family and my clients,people ahve been very generous.Lovey gifts indeed.
We enjoyed a few hours in town today, but did not go to the Carol service I was simply too tired.We will pack soon for Salford and Glasgow soon and then have a nice simple meal and a movie.Then an early night! Next blog from Glasgow.