September

Hi dad,

John is being moved back from Clatterbridge  to Woolton Marie Curie. today I hope the next step is back home, but we will have to wait and see, continue to possess our soul and patience.

We have had a good weekend, Johnny was here on Saturday which give me the day off from visiting.

Some days John is up somedays down, and so far I find it hard to detach my self, I am very affected by his moods.

I can hardly believe we are moving into the last month of our blog. I said at the begining I would keep in up for two years, that will be up on October 5th.

I think of you daily, still, but it is not painful anymore, only very occassionally, I smile when I think of you and talk of you.

I want to write about you, young Matthew said he wished he had know you better, had gone to the van with you,I felt for him.
My two were so lucky, as were all five of us, we knew you in Argyle mode, we saw you doing all the things that you loved
to do.

I hope to write something about you for the younger ones, who did not get to know you so well.

Day'll come pa.

Love you always, your ever loving first born, Helen x