Andy Murray is Wimbledon Champion

Good news dad, you would have been thrilled, mum too.

We were in Castlenel when the final was played, so we did not see it. In fact I think I would have been too nervous.

Scotland is going mad, almost everyone is delirious. he can rest on his laurels now.

John is going for an X ray today, we hope to know what is causing the pain.Arthritis or cancer?

What ever it is John's needs better pain relief, he cannot walk, well, around the house ,a bit.

We have not been out since we came back from Alicante, I have of course, for shopping, a wee walk, but not socially with John.We have not been for a coffee or a glass of wine. I am struggling to come to terms with all this change. Sometimes I want to get on a plane and just go somewhere, away from all this stress, worry, and not least all the extra work.

My life has changed so much in this last few months. I have no time to myself, in my head or in reality, my life resolves around John's life.

I fear what the future holds.

I have got a livingsocial deal going on right now, hoping to have some workshops to run when I get back to Liverpool. A diversion for me, work!