clocks forward

Since the clocks went forward last weekend, I have felt very tired.

I have finished the evening classes,the Saturday workshops,and my trips to Chester.

Just have to get to Friday to finish work altogether. Clients and Chester till mid-May and classes until autumn.

I have pushed myself to do all I had to do at work since dad's death on October 5th.
We all have. So we are just about at the six month marker of dad's death.

I had a very clear imagine the other day...a rowing boat was tied up on a river by a low stone wall.
The rowing boat was painted very bright colours.Red and Blue. I saw the boat's chain link attachment to the wall... fall away.
The boat did not go anywhere,but it was not tied up anymore.It sat quietly by the wall.The river leads to the sea , now there are possibilities for the bright little rowing boat.

I feel the image was letting me know I had let something go , and there are possibilities soon,but not yet.

So this is the image, six months after the death of my dearly beloved pa.

I feel reassurred.

All shall be well ,
and all shall be well ,
and all manner of things shall be well.

Dame Julianne of Norwich.

" everything will turn out well in the end......if it has not turned out well.......then it is not the end."

quote from Best Exotic Marigold Hotel.