Saturday 20 th January has been a bad day. I feel sad restless and I have had an upset tummy too.I can't get interested in anything and the hours seem like days.
Listless, apathy, lack interest are all part of grieving.Two days of this is hard
Feeling ,is better than this odd nothingness.
Only two days but feels much longer.
Thursday we went to Robert's for supper and it was a treat,to see hime,to enjoy a meal with him and to walk into a wonderful old Glasgow tenement. John and I were both flooded with memories of our childhood in the tenements.It was such a good feeling.
I could live in that place,easily.
We are going back to Liverpool soon and I wonder if leaving here soon is upseting me more than I know. I feel close to dad here and i am close to all the family too.
Yet I know in my head I love Liverpool,yet I can't get any enthusiasm for going back.To be fair. I can't get any enthusiam for anything much right now.
All shall be well
and all shall be well,
and all manner of things shall be well.
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