Three weeks to day since dad died.Still can't take it in,still sad, still shocked.
Started counselling again today,really meant to leave it for one month but I am only seeing people I know well.
John and I decided to have a week in Castalla just before Christmas. Being in that lovley space that is Castlenel will be good for me.
The days are very slow right now.It feels more like a million years since I got the call to say dad had died.Yet my feelings are acute, sharp raw as the moment I heard.
Wish I lived closer to my brothers and sisters.G is much better today the pain is going, and he will go back to work tomorrow.
REceived two beautiful bouquets of roses this evening and a beautiful card.I am amazed at how much comfort thoses gifts and messages comfort me.
I remember when mum died 14 months ago how comforted dad was with the gifts and messages too.
Wednesday, 26 October 2011
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