Possibilities.

Missed you on Father's day pa.

I thought about you and talked about you,and it was a bit hard but not as bad as it has been.

I heard from Sandra that there has been some interest in the "van" oh dear! Sandra and I have been planning a visit in July when I go up for a visit with her. Nothing concrete ,just some one that Jock thinks might come back this week for a wee "looksee" as you would say pa. I find I am using more of your saying pa,in fact I think we all are. You will never really be gone from our hearts.

I am not sure what is next for me, we are thinking of moving to a bigger place and using Ullet road for work.
I am thinking of renting an office and make Ullet more like home.

I thought of renting a really big place maybe with A&L just for six months, they could rent out PPM and take time to find the place they would like to live , take it slowly instead of having to rush.

I thought of moving to Manchester too as Philip and I once talked about renting something big together.

I even thought about moving back to Glasgow.

It is an unsettling time in some ways,still not found my new path.since you, mum and Kintillo have gone. You were such a big part of my life, my years my months my weeks, my days.

Would like to spend more time in Castlenel.conversely would like to spend more time advertising and renting it out.
Would love to get the money for all the projects from renting and for it  to be finished, then just enjoy spending more time there over there in summer.

I know this is no time to make big decisions, just keep breathing in and breathing out, take it slow, and see where I am on October 5th.

Mum's 2nd anniversary coming up on July 27th ,that was an awful time pa, especially for you,my heart ached for you.

Andrew created some spreadsheets for me yesterday,really fab things. I am amazed at what we have spent already. I will enjoying keeping my eye on the accounts and will continue to give them Paddington Stares.

Your money has made a huge difference to us yet I cannot really take it all in yet.

Thanks a million! x