Sickness and health, death and Sir Walter Scott!

Hi pa

I have not been very well the last couple of days, bad cold and sore throat, not sleeping well due to feeling very hot and sweaty.

 "Horses sweat. men perspire, woman , glow " who said that, we grew up thinking this stuff.

I was decidedly sweating

When I feel unwell and vulnerable I miss you more.

 James Naughty presented a lovely programme on Sir Walter Scott the other morning, and there are a few afternoon plays on Radio 4 of his this week. I remember reading his books and poetry at school.
I might download some onto my kindle ,might enjoy them more now I am older.

We are heading to Castlenel on Monday. I am really looking forward to the house and the sunshine and the market, everything really.

I am going to revisit the Murray books when I am there, and concentrate on more writing. 

Also hope to do some mosaic and another rug.

Mostly I like the idea of days with nothing in the diary, what bliss, as I get older I find "things in the diary,and plans even good plans" feel like a pressure. prehaps it is just tiredness and not age, we will see when I come home from Spain.
My first week home is busy with supervision clients.and we have a Living Social deal, promoting 10 Artist's Way Workshops in August..They will be launched in June sometime, we will hear more from Living Social in late May.
We will be in Castlenel on Gavin's 4th anniversary.Hard to believe he has been gone for four years, mum almost three years , dad almost two years.

I wonder if I will ever stop thinking about those dates!

Looking forward to vibrant health over the summer,some down time is what we need and some sunshine.

I feel grateful that we have Castlenel to go to.

All is well,

I am safe,

everything that is happening is happening for my highest good.

and so it is!